Thread:Idekmandy/@comment-32906686-20170403021002/@comment-27097387-20170403171226

I always forgive, but I never forget. I do appreciate the apology bc at least you can acknowledge that what you did was wrong and own up to it, unlike a lot of other people who try to screw me over on here and then totally ignore the situation. Now, whether you actually mean it or not is another thing, but regardless I always appreciate those who can man up and apologize. And with that being said, I also apologize for the mean things that I said in response to you in the heat of the moment. Both of us were in the wrong.

I'm also sorry about the shit you had going on with your friend, but it's just not an excuse to target and harass people and take your anger out on those that have nothing to do with the situation. I suffer from clinical depression & have a lot going on as well but you don't see me going out of my way to slander you on multiple wikis or going to community central to try to band together other users against you... especially after something that you instigated. You even had the audacity to tell people that I banned you for "giving me a compliment", even though we both know that wasn't your intention and you were being sarcastic af, and then went on to say ridiculously harsh shit to me. THAT'S why you were banned.

I gave you chance after chance, and I've tried to be your friend.. I really did, but there's only so much a person can take, and you've only proven to me that you're never going to change. You can say that you don't hate me and that you meant to say those things to your friend, but it's very obvious that the shit you said was targetted at me and that you have some sort of obsession with antagonizing me, which quite frankly I just don't understand. I mean the sheer amount of times that you went SO out of your way to make snide comments about how busy my life is was just ridiculous. You don't know me. You don't know my life. You have no right to judge whether my life is or isn't busy or whether your life is or isn't busier. And point blank, it's just none of your business in the first place.

I'm not going to unban you bc it's the same old story with you and I think we both know that it's going to continue being the same repeat of events. I ban you, you come to me acting nice and say you're gonna change, I unban you, you go on an emotional tyraid of bullying, I ban you again, you slander me everywhere you possibly can. It's just a cycle that I don't have the energy to deal with anymore. Plus overall I'm just done with SQ wiki in general. It was fun while it lasted but I've now moved on to better things, and you're more than welcome to use any of my other wikis if you so choose.

I like to give people the benefit of the doubt, so I'm sure you are a nice person, but clearly just not to me, and I don't see that ever changing, nor do I fully understand why I'm always the target of your rage. I'm not sure that we can ever actually be friends, but just know that apologies go a long way with me, and I don't hold any hard feelings against you. I sincerely wish you nothing but the best, and I hope that at some point you can learn to not take your anger out on others, and that words can hurt, especially when you're casually throwing out offensive racial slurs towards people.